But why?

But why is this happening?
I do not know
It seems to be worse
which I didn't think it would.
I know there are bad days and bad times
Oh but I want to change that if only I could.

But why is this happening?
I do not know
You try to get over it
and put on a good face
Move on with your day, your life
Setting goals, working at a new pace.

But why is this happening?
I do not know.
These words seem to echo
in my head and my heart
It is not something I really want
because it is truly tearing me apart.

But why this is happening?
I do not know.
My words now are flowing more
than they have in a long time
which is many ways is helping me
because they are making me think & rhyme

But why this is happening?
I do not know
one thing I do know
that will stop me from feeling blue
the good times and days are coming again
that much I know is true.

But why is this still happening?
I do not know.